As I got up at 4:30 a.m. EST, an hour and a half after I usually go to bed, I wondered how I could possibly describe how I felt.
Then I passed my niece's room (she came in to NY as well), and this pretty much said it all.
I'm killing myself all in the name of getting back to SoCal to go see the Jets play the Chargers tonight. They damn well better win.